Re: Talking Box

**Erika** Mon Sep 07, 2015 12:42 am

it was the project dan came up with to:
1) get me back
2) delete accounts he doesnt use/want anymore
3) try and wipe his existence off the planet

thats what i was told when i questioned him on it before we parted ways. which seems will be permanent as he will not speak to me, and has blocked me everywhere. but its okay, i have accepted it, and am just gonna try to push him out of my mind, cause missing him is something that isnt worth it anymore, for he will never be my friend again, nor will he accept my apology or my new life.

i am thankful that im not with justin anymore, and that my life has turned around. im in a better place now.

**Vilkas** Sun Sep 13, 2015 10:19 am

**Erika** Thu Sep 17, 2015 2:42 am

lol all the smilies

**Vilkas** Thu Sep 17, 2015 11:53 pm

Was so excited: new message after *insert insane time here*, now dead silence.

To be fair though, I'm the only one without a life now ^^'

**Erika** Fri Sep 18, 2015 12:04 pm

LOL!!! new message? you mean private message? or for talking box?

**Vilkas** Fri Sep 18, 2015 12:13 pm

I meant Nate's long post

**Erika** Sat Sep 19, 2015 5:21 am

ah okay.. yeah i can understand that... might be awhile until we are all roleplaying again.. im not getting my hopes up, mostly cause when i do it becomes a mega disappointment..

**Vilkas** Sat Sep 19, 2015 9:17 am

Might not be available for awhile. My internet will be down for at least a week. Thought I'd let people know.

**Vilkas** Wed Sep 30, 2015 9:57 pm

Who has two thumbs and starts work on their birthday?

o- (^_^) -o This guy!

**Erika** Sat Oct 03, 2015 2:40 am

congrats

im happy for you

**Vilkas** Sat Oct 03, 2015 3:54 am

Thanks ^_^ I'm scared sh!tless, but when am I not XD

**Erika** Mon Oct 05, 2015 4:05 am

lol.. you will do fine i have confidence in you

**Vilkas** Mon Oct 05, 2015 8:15 am

I f@cking failed the first day: late, didn't know what I was doing, exhausted.

Went better today, but damn that first day sucked

The Family God Tue Oct 06, 2015 12:27 am

Sounds like an average first day. Should've seen mine at Wal-Mart 3 years ago. Feet-first into the fire, in December, with no training, and in the busiest department of the store. Fun times.

My internet situation worsened. I'm in a new place with absolutely no internet hookup, so I'm using my phone for this. Hopefully I can get that connection soon and actually do something on this site without chewing up my data limit.

**Vilkas** Tue Oct 06, 2015 4:09 am

Good luck with that mate Smile

(No sarcasm, just in case it sounds like that)

**Erika** Tue Oct 06, 2015 4:59 am

oh jeez, well thankfully your second day was better.. hope your internet situation gets better..

**Vilkas** Mon Oct 12, 2015 11:27 pm

Had to leave my job. I was up by 5am, out the door by 6am, and home by 8pm after 6 and a half hours of being on my feet.

I couldn't keep up.

**Erika** Wed Oct 14, 2015 3:54 am

oh jeez, thats not good. hope things get better and you find a better job..

**Vilkas** Sun Nov 01, 2015 10:04 am

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

**Vilkas** Sun Dec 27, 2015 12:04 am

On the first day of Christmas what did Blu Team want from me?
My intel and my money
On the second day of Christmas what did Blu Team want from me?
Two sweet new hats
On the third day of Christmas what did Blu Team want from me?
Three Scout bats
On the fourth day of Christmas what did Blu Team want from me?
Four Medi-guns
On the fifth day of Christmas what did Blu Team want from me?
FIVE STRONG HEAVYS!
On the sixth day of Christmas what did Blu Team want from me?
Six Sniper perches
On the seventh day of Christmas what did Blu Team want from me?
Seven Red Team supplies
On the eighth day of Christmas what did Blu Team want from me?
Eight Heavies missing
On the ninth day of Christmas what did Blu Team want from me?
Nine Scouts off-duty
On the tenth day of Christmas what did Blu Team want from me?
Ten forfeit matches
On the eleventh day of Christmas what did Blu Team want from me?
Eleven buffed up weapons
On the twelfth day of Christmas what did Blu Team want from me?
Twelve Über Heavies

**Erika** Sun Jan 03, 2016 11:05 am

happy new years... hope its a great 2016 for everyone

**Erika** Thu May 04, 2017 9:02 am

holy crap, its been a long time since any activity was on the forum. hoping we can maybe revive it. how are all you guys doing?

**Erika** Mon Sep 27, 2021 7:36 am

Okay, I know probably no one is going to read this, but I feel like posting it anyways.

I have a secret i need to tell. Ive kept it to myself since 2012 and its eating me alive.. I cut my abusive mother out of my life, so now she cant retaliate for exposing her.

The secret is the real reason I broke up with Dan. It wasn't because I wanted a break from him and experiment with other people. The real reason is because my mother forced me to break up. She threatened me. She told me she would call the cops and cps on Dan's family because, and I quote her: "I don't want you burdened with his autistic siblings once his parents die. Nor do I want autistic grandchildren."

I regret breaking up with Dan. I regret dating Justin. I regret not kicking my mother out of my life years ago. She hasn't been in my life for over a year now.

Yeah I am married still and with three kids. Both myself and husband are polyamorous. I'm changing my name to distance myself from my toxic parents. I also graduated top of my class to become an auto mechanic. I have come a long way since high school and achieved so much.

I miss all my friends. I mourn for the friendships and relationships I lost. I hope one day to rekindle what was lost.

I hope you are all doing well in life.

<3 <3 Smile

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